I just had this really weird and realistic dream.  I dreamed that I met this person whom I had a deep emotional connection to.  We grew to know each other very well.  Then something happened and that person began to change.  I didn’t know why it was happening but it was very real to me that it was happening.  When I would ask this person why this was happening I would be met with “I’m not changing.”  Over and over again.  In my heart of hearts I knew it WAS happening and felt hurt and saddened that no recognition of my feelings were being had.  How could a person I knew suddenly turn into someone else and then say I wasn’t seeing what I was seeing?  It made me sad, mad, confused, and angry.

Finally, after saying it time and time again I lost my temper and said things that didn’t do anyone any good.  Quite the opposite.  My pain had manifested itself as anger.  I said things I didn’t know I was capable of saying.  Then - things ended.

I want to go back to sleep and recreate this dream and do things differently but no matter how hard I try, I can’t.   Ever done that?

It was weird……